I'm sorry that you feel the way you do, aissa. First of all must I say that the admin applications subforum is a horrible place to handle these things as nearly not all players, nor admins, use the forums (may be on account of how disorderly the layout is at the time being).
It's complicated. Or actually, it is not. Two years ago, when I and few other players were added as level testers, there was a flagrant shortage of active admins and that's why Cigam decided to act on it. At the moment a rough half of the active players are admins of some position and we are not really in need of another pair of wasted hands. I realize that you stated in your latest post that you'd rather take distance from the whole mess than be a part of it for now, again, I apologize that (our actions have made) you feel that way, but be sure, that if there ever is a need for another wr or replay admin, you'll be considered. -- That is if you first read your latest posts and rephrase them without so much needless aggression and then reflect whether you should be an admin or not.
On a side note I don't know what you mean by this phrase: "Cirpa , tumo , and some others they think that if they dont know me they have to ignore me and dont care about me so i dont care from this day!! , if they added me or not, i dont care!!!!." I have never ever heard you ask me anything about acquiring an admin position, and I'm (again) sorry if I have ignored you in any way; at least I think I haven't.
Guys, relax, it's just a game
ps. my exams started last week and I won't be around as much as I'd like to, so please be easy on me if I it takes time for me to respond